February 22, 2025

ART AND SOUL...AND MEDUSA!

Starting February with everything despite the S.A.D, I had a hard time getting out of bed, not so much now, but the lack of sun has made me fade in many ways such as physical, emotional, artistic, but it's nice to have my beloved cat Pibi to hug.



My energy was like a magnet wanting to reach the ground, my gaze, my skin I see them differently, but it is classic for me during February, the hardest month with the weather that does not help.

But what helped?

I had the honor of been a curator and judge for the ART & SOUL exhibition at the Webster Arts gallery in Webster Grooves, it helped enormously to recharge my battery, the show was national wide and it was very inspiring to be able to get to know the art of other artists. I received the invitation at the end of December 2024 and for me it was very uplifting, I admire the Webster Groves community for the artistic events even when I can't attend, in fact it is considered the City of the Arts here in Missouri.











I started the month with a new project, a new sketch, still working with snakes, which I don't like! But it's part of my art therapy, so I decided to paint a MEDUSA, I think it always caught my attention and a part of me knew I would paint one, after this I started to see many things related to snakes, even the pattern on the pavement!



MEDUSA, it was a bit complicated to land the idea and what I wanted, the truth is I didn't wanted something grotesque or very dark because it already has that on its own, I focused on a palette of monochromatic and cold colors, I think the weather and SAD were the cause, in addition to the fact that I was battling with lung pain because I had covid in January, can you imagine how I was coughing after my surgery? Ouch! Anyway, art was my best medicine in the end.












I have made her face as stone in cold colors as I made this during winter, I have added roses to the snakes to create a balance between a heavy symbol as is the Medusa, also because I gift her flower for her head as every women should wear, some snakes are represented with more real appearance and others turned into stone, on her eye there is a white wing that I wanted to add to enhance my composition, then after reading more about Medusa, I found she had wings which makes this painting even more special.

The white snake at the bottom represents her taken innocence, purity and transmutation.









Medusa brief story:


In Greek mythology, Medusa was a Gorgon with snakes for hair who could turn people to stone with her gaze. She was once a beautiful priestess of Athena who was punished by the goddess Athenea for being raped by Poseidon... Excuse moi? Yes, she was punished instead Poseidon!

How Medusa was cursed:
-Medusa was raped by Poseidon in Athena's temple.
-Athena punished Medusa by turning her into a monster with snakes for hair and a greenish skin tone.
-Medusa's gaze turned anyone who looked into it to stone.

How Perseus killed Medusa
-The Greek hero Perseus killed Medusa by beheading her after he show her a mirror making.
-Perseus used Medusa's head as a weapon to turn enemies to stone.
-Perseus gave Medusa's head to Athena to place on her shield.

Other Medusa-related facts:

Medusa was the only mortal Gorgon.
Her sisters, Euryale and Stheno, were immortal but were cursed with a monstrous appearance after supporting Medusa.
From the blood that flowed from Medusa's neck, her two sons by Poseidon, Chrysaor and Pegasus, were born.

Symbolism of Medusa:
In Greek mythology and art that symbolizes protection, chaos, and female power.
Protection
Medusa is often depicted as an apotropaic symbol, warding off evil and negative forces, similar to the modern evil eye.
Her head was placed on Athena's shield, and her blood was said to have the power of life and death.

Chaos
As a Gorgon, Medusa represents the unpredictable and destructive aspects of nature.
Her petrifying gaze is a reminder of the potential for devastation in the natural world.
Female power
Medusa's story is seen by some as a symbol of female strength and resilience.
She represents the capacity of women to overcome challenges and rise above societal expectations.

Danger
Medusa is a dangerous threat meant to deter other dangerous threats.
The myth of Medusa is a cautionary tale, urging humanity to respect and fear the forces of nature.

Beauty and monstrosity
Medusa is a conflation of femininity, erotic desire, violence, and death.
Female beauty was perceived to be both enchanting and dangerous, or even fatal.

BUY MEDUSA HERE

I will make a video about Medusa story and my painting, have you subscribed to my Youtube? dont miss it.

SHARING WITH YOU...

TO SEE: I just saw Emilia Perez, I was prepared for the worst, in fact that's why I wanted to see it, to see why most Mexicans were outraged by the film regardless of the comments that "Emilia" made. Surprisingly I liked it. Why? Because it's not like all Hollywood movies or the formats we're used to seeing, IT'S DIFFERENT! It's creative, what for many was bad, comical, ridiculed, for me was challenging, daring, just like the story. I would never have thought of the idea of ​​creating a drug-dealing character with that psychology that goes against all the stereotypes we're used to seeing on screens. It's clear to me that Mexicans are outraged because the eyes of other countries portray an idea of ​​Mexico that others perceive, it's as if only Mexicans had the right to stone each other, build or destroy each other. I didn't find anything that was outrageous, or why I felt bad as a Mexican. It's not a film for everyone, just like art. The fact that people left the movie theaters only gives me the impression that they were sheep following more sheep just to feel fraternity with the Mexican nation. If you can separate the nationalist feeling, it would be one of many aspects that you could see differently, it's not about the country, or where the actors are from. It's like going to the museum to see a work, simply done in another technique, that went beyond the conventional, and that for me is very valid. For example, I saw Wicked, and it seemed to me more of the same, known formulas, an aesthetic thread that is already known, but that doesn't stop being remarkable and impeccable. Even so, I preferred Emilia Pérez.














HAPPY AND STRANGE NEW YEAR: SURGERY AND REBIRTH

I have decided to start writing again on my blog, every Saturday I will be sharing some relevant things about my week, so here I go.

This post will be long since it contains the most relevant things from January (to catch up). I started the year calmly, still with the emotional vibe of 2024 that was super intense for me, probably the most intense year of my life so far, but I will not talk about that here.

Returning from 2024 from Mexico to the United States, I was greeted by snow and very intense, the truth is I was happy to spend the cold days at home, with my cat, my daughter, finally in my studio, warm food and the fireplace.











Two weeks into January, and oh surprise! My first intervention in the surgery room, the truth is I was always terrified thinking that one day I would have to have surgery, but this time I didn't care at all and I just thought "let it be what it has to be" because in the end it is part of my process and if I can't control it, then, come on!



My experience was fantastic (not with the bill) I thought I would be half awake but oh surprise... the last thing I remember was that beautiful feminine energy of all women preparing me in the surgery room, I was lying on a stretcher no wider than 50 centimeters where the width of my body barely fit, the last thing I saw was the circular lamp full of circular lights, my last thought was "Surely something like this is what an abductee sees before they experiment on him."

When I opened my eyes I was already in another place, next to me a very handsome, young man, white skin, black hair and super blue eyes asking me if I felt okay.

It was very strange to wake up and realize that I had my consciousness again, that I could check my movements, I was not in pain, but it was strange to understand that immediately upon answering the man next to me, I was already speaking in English before my native language, it is strange how consciousness works and how there it is again remembering it all after a little more than an hour where I was "abducted" to have extracted a fat specimen.

After my return home I continued in shock, for me it was like a journey in space and time, where consciousness, spirit and matter were part of my subject to meditate.

Fun fact: A medication caused me dilation of the pupils and distortion of focus, the truth is I thought I was going to stay like that, the colors looked different and I thought I was already color blinded, but in a couple of days it returned to normal, thank God. I was so curious to know how my art would it be if my color range was totally different? all was intense red, and everything else just browns and dark greens.

To celebrate, I started my first painting of the year REBIRTH, with a theme and symbolism according to the snake, the truth is it was perfect for me to start the year after my surgery.

REBIRTH 🥚🐍

This is a self portrait welcoming the new one, with skin of a snake peeling and renewing, inspired by the Serpent regent of 2025 according to the Chinese astrology. This painting has a mixture between abstraction and figurative style, with a free style playing with doodles, textures and shapes.

The snake represents new beginnings, resurrection, rebirth, the new cycles, healing and power beyond mortality.




After a period of S.A.D and a surgery (my first one) where I spent almost 4 weeks without painting, this was the beginning of my change, my new energy and my a new start.

After this experience it is clear to me how incredible the surgeon is as a human being who is here fulfilling his mission, even though I did not realize anything. An experience that I will not forget despite not remembering.


In other instances...

Now the part that filled my soul with joy: One of mi abstract paintings was selected to be part of a show in Manchester, MO.

The show was called "CONTROLLED CHAOS"










TO SEE: Here you can see the video about my painting REBIRTH, you can see it from beginning to end.



TO EAT: This month I followed a recipe to make bread in the most simple way, I remember my first time a few years ago and it was a mess (who would think if this is so easy!) so I followed this recipe: EASY BREAD



TO LISTEN: I have been obsessed with Aurora's music since last year, and I was unable to stop her music inside my head, even when I was in the hospital or just doing the most simple or complex things, even when I wanted to sleep...has a super strong glue for me, WHY? I just LOVE the lyrics and the music, and her, I never felt so identified with some lyrics and singer as with hers, they can make me feel deep and even weep, but of course also think, laugh, dance, imagine. Here the song I have been singing most (ok, now I am listening and crying)  RUNNING WITH THE WOLVES



January 19, 2025

Red rock in Ruidoso


 

Maybe was 2009 but was taken in Ruidoso NM.

I just have seen how many photos I have lost/erased from my blog, there was a time when I was bullied, copied and it was a very hard time for me, I decided to stop, erase some images and now I regret it, but I have most of it saved on my computer...I should put everything back.

Diana in the garden



 

Pictures from 2009 maybe

Cemetery in Monterrey MX





 

Maybe I have deleted a lot of pics from this trip to Monterrey and mi visit to the cemetery, because you know, that´s not my vibe anymore.

Sometimes you want to delete some bits from your past but then there is a part that still thinks ¨this was me and was part of my process and yes, even when I see things different I love sculpture! but now I have learn to select them.

Im not sure If those old pictures are navigating on my blog, but here a few that I found from 2009.